Your thoughts and
feelings are nothing to do with the Soul, the innermost self because ‘you are
not the Self. The one which is born,
lives and dies is not the Self. The self is birthless and deathless because it
is formless. You are bound by form, time and space whereas the soul, the
innermost self is ever free from form, time and space. You
have the firm conviction that you are an individual separate from the world and
you think the world existed prior to you and you are born in it afterwards. Till this conviction is deep rooted in your subconscious you will never be able to
acquire Self-knowledge or Brahma Gnana or Atma Gnana.
Till you hold ‘I’
as self, you will never be able to acquire Self-knowledge or Brahma Gnana or
Atma Gnana. You are the waking entity (ego). You are the false self (ego) within the false
experience (waking). The dream entity and dream world are reality within the
dream. Similarly the waking entity and waking world are reality within the
waking. The dream become unreal when waking
takes place. Similarly the waking becomes unreal when waking entity becomes
aware of the fact that, it itself is not the self. If the waking entity is not the self than the
waking experience is bound to be falsehood. You are part of the waking experience thus you
are part of the illusion.
Just because
you believe in some spiritual teaching because they hold ‘I’ as self:-
1.
It is repeatedly recited,
2. It is written in a scripture,
3. It was handed from guru to disciple,
4. Everyone around you believes it,
5. It has supernatural qualities,
6. It fits my beliefs anyway,
7. It sounds rational to me,
8. It is taught by a respectable person,
9. It was said to be the truth by the teacher,
10. One must defend it or fight for it.
2. It is written in a scripture,
3. It was handed from guru to disciple,
4. Everyone around you believes it,
5. It has supernatural qualities,
6. It fits my beliefs anyway,
7. It sounds rational to me,
8. It is taught by a respectable person,
9. It was said to be the truth by the teacher,
10. One must defend it or fight for it.
But you are unaware
of the fact that ‘I’ itself is not the self. 'I’ is cause of the ignorance. Getting rid of the ignorance is very much
necessary in pursuit of truth.
Non-dualistic truth is supreme truth; all dualistic systems hold false
self [ego] as real self and false experience [universe or waking] as reality. Non- dualistic wisdom is culmination of all
systems including theistic non-duality.
The true non-dualist will not quarrel and argue with any theoretical
philosophy because he is fully aware of the fact that, this orthodox theistic
non-dualistic scholars or pundits like Dualist sages could not distinguish between ‘I’ and ‘formless
witness.’ The 'I' was the witness. Their highest was the Jiva. One is so much
attached to the 'I' that he do not want to think that 'I' does not exist. Again
one is unable to detach the ‘I’ from the Real witness.
There is need to study the scriptures.
One has to self-search the truth and realize it without the scriptures. And
then when he reads the scriptures he becomes aware the scriptures are also
saying the same thing but everything is misinterpreted.
Thus holding the ‘I’ or ‘I AM’ as self
and trying to assimilate the Self-Knowledge or Brahma Gnana or Atma Gnana will not yield any fruit. Thus deeper verification is very much
necessary to drop the ‘I’ or ‘I AM THAT – declared by the sages in the past
which are useful only in lower stages.
That
is why BUDDHA SAID: - Believe nothing just because a so-called
wise person said it. Believe nothing just because a belief is generally held.
Believe nothing just because it is said in ancient books. Believe nothing just
because it is said to be of divine origin. Believe nothing just because someone
else believes it. Believe only what you yourself test and judge to be true.
You are unaware of
the fact that ‘I’ itself is not the self. ‘I’ is an object to the formless soul, the
innermost self, which is the subject.
Self is nothing to
do with you and your world. Self is not limited to waking entity and waking
world because it pervades all the three states.
You disappear along with your world when waking disappears. The one which witnesses the coming and going
of the three states is not you but the formless soul or consciousness. The
formless soul or consciousness is the substance and witness of the three
states. The formless substance and witness of the three states are one in
essence. Without the formless soul or consciousness, the three states are
non-existent. Therefore, the formless
soul or consciousness is the innermost self.
On the standpoint of the formless soul, the innermost self, the three
states cease to exist as reality. Thus you are part of the illusion. Thus
identifying the self as ‘I AM THIS OR ‘I AM THAT’, without becoming mentally
aware of the existence of the formless witness of the three states it is
impossible to acquire Self-knowledge or Brahma Gnana or Atma Gnana.