One can finds different views emerge from different people’s
interaction with Sri, Raman Maharishi.
But seeker has to indulge in deeper self-search not limiting himself to
WHO AM ‘I’? but one has to study deeper interaction of Sri, Ramana Maharishi with
different type of mind set .
I have the highest reverence for Sri, Ramana Maharishi a sage of
highest order.
Until the ignorance is there is duality remains as reality. Right now means time. Form, time and space
are mere illusion created out of consciousness. The form, time and space remain
as reality until ignorance remains. The insentient is mere illusion created of
the sentient, which consciousness. When sentient and insentient are one is
essence then there no second thing exist other than sentient consciousness. Thus sentient, which is consciousness alone
is real and insentient which appears as universe or mind or waking is
unreal. The self is formless thus
question of heart [insentient] does not arise.
Deeper self-search revels the fact that, the Self-Inquiry prescribed
by Sri, Ramana Maharishi is inadequate to reach the ultimate end. This is
because he might have prescribed it to the beginners and as they go deep enough
they will work it on their own. Most of his followers are of the orthodox back
ground and they mix orthodox Advaita in Raman’s teaching. Thus it becomes great
hindrance in understanding Sri Ramana Maharishi’s teaching. But one will find many insights which are helpful
for the seekers of truth other than WHO AM ‘I’?.
Sri, Ramana Maharishi’s teachings are very valuable for seeking
world. But Serious seekers have to move much deeper and beyond Who am ‘I’? , to
realize the ‘I’ itself is illusion.
Pursuit of truth starts from inquiring “Who am ‘I’?
but wisdom dawns only by knowing the mind, which is in the form of universe and
the self ,which is in the form of consciousness. Who am ‘I’ inquiry helps to
unfold half-truth. To leave out one of these parts is to prevent attainment of
non-dual wisdom.
"Who am I” is useful no doubt, it has certainly a value in
its place, and gives some knowledge of self as the Witness, but what about the
witnessed? The universe still faces us. It must also be looked at. If the
universe is ignored, then "Who am I” cannot give the full truth. It is the
yogic enquiry; not the spiritualistic; the latter deals with the whole of life
whereas the former deals with a part only.
"Who am I" is dualistic, because there, is no person
in the realm of truth but only in the illusion the ‘I’ exists. . It should be
"What is “I”?" To meditate on the formula “What am I?" can only
yield the thought 'I'. I never cease even after long years of practice of “Who
am I?” inquiry. The question "Who am I” is an egocentric, not a
soul-centric question. It is a based on the physical self. It is on a par with
"What shall I be after death?" and "What shall I get if I do
good deed in this life?" It is purely ego-cantered: it is an appeal to the
interest in egoistic only. Only the soul-centric -minded can lift their
thoughts above ego and inquire;-What is this mind? "What is the
universe?" “What is the substance of the mind?
All the experiences of the three states put
together make the Atman[self], not merely the ego questioning itself ''Who am
I.” but becoming aware of the fact that ‘I’ or ‘I am’ itself is cause of the
ignorance because ‘I’ or ‘I am is itself is illusion.
Meditation on the whole is the best meditation: meditation on
the parts is only steps towards that. The first thing that one sees is the
world. The yogis and religionists disregard this in order to think of self
because they are unaware of the fact that self is not the ‘I’. They think ‘I’
is the true self and they continue their spiritual pursuit without verifying
what ‘I’ is?. The deeper inquiry analysis reveals the fact that, ‘I’ is not the
self, but ‘I’ is mind and mind is the universe, which appears as whole waking
experience of dream. Thus, people who limit the ‘I’ to the physical entity or
ego will never be able to reach their non-dual destination.
Those who jump at once to Atman disregarding the world are yogis
or religionists, not seekers of truth. If one don’t see the world, it does not
mean he have wisdom. One who looks at objects alone, at the external world, he
is wholly ignorant. But he who is able to witness his body and the world
together without the physical apparatus is a Gnani.
We have to analyse both mind and its source to get
at truth. Two things are necessary in pursuit of truth:-
(1) Knowledge of the object [mind or universe]
(2) Knowledge of the subject [true self].
When one begins inquiry he does it to please
himself, not for truth; hence he asks "Who am I?" It is an elementary
stage of discipline because ego-bound but aiming at loosening ego. But one has
to become aware of the fact that, the body, ego and universe appear together
and they disappear together. Therefore just trying to get rid of the ego alone
is impossibility.
Those seekers who inquire “Who am I?" may
succeed in finding the common factor in all ‘I’s, the I-ness but they have to
come back afterwards to the world or duality. Their task is incomplete. They do
not know the world also is consciousness.
"What is ‘I’? is " a spiritualistic interrogation.
What is the universe? What is mind? What is the whole? One becomes aware of the
fact that ‘I’ is the mind and mind is the universe. After having examined
deeply; one becomes aware of the fact that the universe is noting to with self
that is the experience of birth, life and death has nothing to do with the
self, which is in the form of consciousness. The self is the formless and
witness of the universe, which is in the form of ‘I’, which comes and goes as
waking or dream. The self is the one witness in all and are really ever free.
Therefore there is a need to become aware of the fact that ‘I’ is not the self
but the formless substance and witness of the ‘I’ is the true self.
When the self is not the body then the inquiry will
not go further, it stops there because self is formless, but just by knowing
the self is formless the sense of ‘I’ will not vanish. The sense of ‘I’ will
prevail. Until sense of ‘I’ prevails, the ignorance prevails. Until ignorance
is there, duality is there. Until duality there, the illusion is there. Until
illusion is there, the unreality will be experienced as reality. Thus one has to
think beyond “Who am “I”? in order to realize Brahman or ultimate truth.
People find self-inquiry is difficult and drop it without going
deeper enough.
I admire David Goodman who has done deeper research
on Sri, Ramana Maharishi and contributed much information about Sri, Raman
Maharishi and Papaji to seeking world.
In an Interview with David Godman by Rob Sacks:-
It's fashionable nowadays to be very positive about one's
spiritual experiences. People like to jump up and down and exclaim, "I'm
free! I'm free!" I prefer the refreshing honesty of a devotee,
Sivaprakasam Pillai, who, after fifty years of being with Sri Ramana, was still
lamenting about his faults and his lack of progress. This is the person who
first got Bhagavan to record his teachings on self-enquiry in 1901. I admired
his honesty, his humility and his integrity in admitting that he still couldn't
control his mind. [An Interview with David Godman by Rob Sacks for
Realization.org Page 1]
This proves that even after long years practice of
self-inquiry a sincere and serious devotee like Sri, Sivapraksam Pillai, who,
after fifty years of being with Sri Ramana, was still lamenting about his
faults and his lack of progress. Thus with the practice of self- inquiry, it is
difficult to reach the ultimate end. Thus one has to find out on his own what
is blocking his realization and remove the blockades on his own.
And also in that interview
:-
RS: I often wonder whether Westerners misunderstand
Ramana Maharshi. What are the most common misconceptions about his teachings?
DG: I am not sure how much understanding there is of Ramana
Maharshi and his teachings in the West. He is an iconic figure to a vast number
of people who are following some sort of spiritual path. I think that for many
people he epitomizes all that is best in the Hindu Guru tradition, but having
said that, I think that very few people know much about him, and even fewer
have a good grasp of his teachings. Not many people read books about him
nowadays � I know that from trying to sell
my own �and even fewer would profess
themselves to be his devotee. I find there is very little interest in his
teachings even among the people who come to visit Ramanasramam. Nowadays, many
of the people who come are spiritual tourists, pilgrims who just travel round
India, checking out all the various ashrams and teachers.About twenty years ago
I met a foreigner here who had come to the ashram for advice on how to do
self-inquiry properly. For several days he couldn't find anyone who was
practicing it, even in Ramanasramam. The people he asked in the ashram office
just told him to buy the ashram's publications and find out from them how to do
it. Eventually, he had what he thought was a bright idea. He stood outside the
door of the meditation hall at Ramanasramam, the place where Sri Ramana lived
for over twenty years, and asked everyone who came out how to do self-inquiry.
It transpired that none of the people inside were doing self-inquiry. They came
out one by one and said, "I was doing japa," or "I was doing
vipassana," or "I was doing Tibetan visualizations."
How can there be misunderstandings among people who have never
even bothered to find out the teachings in the first place, or put them into
practice? [An
Interview with David Godman by Rob Sacks for Realization.org Page 2]
--
I have found many
people who are sentimentally immersed with Sri,Ramana Maharishi’s form and
personality are refused to accept anything other than their devotion towards Sri,Ramana Maharishi , therefore they
hold WHO AM ‘I’ ? as a yardstick it becomes great hindrance in understanding and assimilating His teaching.
Thus blind devotion is not enough but one has to dig much deeper to reach the
destination shown by the great Sage Sri, Ramana Maharishi.
Until the seeker is serious and sincere in pursuit
of truth it is difficult to reach the ultimate end. Seeker has to find what is
blocking his realization even after many years of practice of self-inquiry and
find out the reason for what is blocking his realization of the self.
One has to find answers for all the doubts and
confusion in Sri, Ramana Maharishi's "Who Am I? inquiry
If mind is same as Atman, how can it vanish? How can Atman
vanish? [Page 4 Para. 3]
Sri, Ramana Maharishi says: - "Whenever any thought leads
you outward" etc. What can you be certain of when you leave the external
world? And why leave the world if you say everything is Brahman? [Page 6
–middle]
Mind ceases to struggle" Yes, if I commit
suicide I shall also cease to struggle! How can you say the world ceases to
exist if you don't look at it? [Page 6]
Who has seen the subtle mind projecting through the
brain and the senses? Can you see it? Is not brain also a piece of gross
matter? Then how can it come into existence after the world is created, if latter,
depends on brain. [Page 6 last Para]
How can you say the world vanishes when you are
introspected? The world is still there; whether you see it or not. [Page 7 top]
Heart is an idea created by mind, so how can Mind emerge from
it? [Page 7 Line 4]
"In deep sleep, trance, swoon, mind turns
inwards and enjoys atmasukam." Why should any man study or inquire or
practice if in sleep he can easily get the Atman? If sleep gives Brahman why
trouble with Vedanta? [Page 12: middle]
Page 16 middle: "If this truth is appreciated
who can refrain from being good?" This is opposite of real Vedanta.
Vedanta says it is not enough to be good; one must serve the world and relieve
suffering. [Page 16 middle]
Page 16 last para. Is the vanishing of ego to be the end of life?
[Page 16 last para]
Only after one finds answers for all above doubts
and able to clear all his doubts he will be able to move forward in his pursuit
of truth.
EGO is the false self within the false experience.
Ego, body and the world appear together as mind or universe or waking or dream.
False indeed go but real must come one
must know consciousness, is everywhere and in everything in all the three states.
It is only half to say ego must vanish. This is only a step, not highest.
One must realize everything is consciousness. Sri, Ramana
Maharishi's teaching is most useful in elementary stages in pursuit of truth,
but one has to do his own home work to reach the ultimate end.
Second angle:-
Self -inquiry prescribed by Sri,Raman Mahrshi is a
good tool in the beginning of the pursuit of truth. But seeker will find it
inadequate to in latter stages. However, it creates lots of doubts and
confusion. The seeker has to find the answers on his own through deeper
reasoning, then all his doubts and confusions will be cleared, and he will be
able to move ahead in the path of inquiry, and he will be able to reach his
nondual destination.
The doubts and confusion in Self-Inquiry:-
The seeker has to overcome the doubts and confusion
in in later stages in self-inquiry, the seeker finds some doubts and confusion,
which cannot be overcome if inquiry practiced on the present format prescribed
in self-inquiry book. As per my personal research the self-inquiry in the
present format will not yield any fruits.
If mind is same as Atman, how can it vanish--when
the mind appears and disappears as Waking or dream?
How can one be certain when one leave the external world--when
the person is within the world and the world is within the waking experience?
Why leave the external world when everything is Brahman---when
everything is Brahman why crate division between the world and its perceiver?
How can the world alone cease to exist if one does not look at
it—how can the person remain without the world and where he will exist without
the world?
Who has the subtle mind projecting through brain and senses? How
can one see his subtle mind?--when the brain also piece of the gross matter?
---then how can the brain come into existence after the world is created if the
later depends on the brain.
Heart is idea created by mind, how the mind can
emerge from it---when the heart disappear along with the mind and reappears
along with the mind, how the mind emerge from it.
In deep sleep, swoon and trance, the mind turns inwards and enjoys
its natural state--if so why should one inquire if one gets Ataman in sleep.
With drug one can get sleep and peace or bliss. If sleep gives Brahman then why
trouble with inquiry--better get it through sleeping pills or ganja or hemp.
There are many seekers practicing inquiry for many years and
waiting for something mystical to happen, why nothing happens and why their
inquiry does not yield fruits.
Since Sri, Ramana Maharishi is not present
physically to guide us, so seeker has to overcome these obstacles in the path
of inquiry on his own.
In- From “Talks with Ramana Maharshi”, Ninth Edition (1994), page 383.
Sages emphasize the path that they walked and what worked
for them. The experiences of sages differ due to differences in their mental
and physical structures and the social/historical context they are embedded
in. They use the vocabulary that is available to them due to their
personal and cultural conditioning which fits their needs and those of their
students. It is not something we need to worry about. Our focus is on
understanding Bhagavan Ramana’s teachings. The Heart is very central to one
aspect of Bhagavan Ramana’s teaching.
Sri Ramana did not ever say that it was “necessary” to meditate on
the “Heart-center” for Self-Realization. The key word here is “necessary”. It
is not “necessary” to do Japa either! But Bhagavan told Kunju Swami to do Japa
as part of his spiritual routine after Kunju Swami had served him for twelve
years and knew Bhagavan’s teachings inside and out. Kunju Swami had even by
then glimpsed the Self in Kevala Nirvikalpa
Samadhi!
It is clear that whatever the mode of someone’s spiritual practice (Japa, Prayer, Nada, Kundalini,
Devotion to a deity, various meditations, etc.), Bhagavan encouraged it in the
context of Self Inquiry and was keen to make the devotees aware of the Heart.
To think that Self-Inquiry is somehow inconsistent with
another spiritual practice like focusing on the Spiritual Heart is a mistake.
To suggest that Arthur Osborne did not understand Self-Inquiry because he was
focusing on the Heart-center is certainly quite a leap! The fact is that
Bhagavan Ramana spoke of the Heart in both physical terms and at the same time
explained how it transcends the physical upon Realization!
Bhagavan Ramana did explain many times that the Spiritual
Heart he spoke of was not the major psychic center (Heart Center) of Kundalini Yoga which is experienced in the middle of the chest.
The Spiritual Heart is the final center after Shakti has already ascended to
the Sahasarara (the brain center). The Spiritual Heart is experienced slightly
to the right and slightly below the Heart Center of Kundalini Yoga.
With reference to the location of the Spiritual Heart
center on the right hand side of the human body,
Sri Bhagavan said and I quote below:
“I had been saying all along that the Heart center was on
the right, notwithstanding the refutation by some learned men that physiology
taught them otherwise. I speak from experience. I knew it even in my home
during my trances. Again during the incident related in the book
“Self-Realization” I had a very clear vision and experience. All of a sudden a
light came from one side erasing the world vision in its course until it spread
all around when the vision of the world was completely cut out. I felt that the
muscular organ on the left had stopped working; I could understand that the
body was like a corpse, that the circulation of the blood had stopped and the
body became blue and motionless. Vasudev Sastri embraced the body, wept over my
death, but I could not speak. All the time I was feeling that the Heart center
on the right was working as well as ever. This state continued for 15-20
minutes. Then suddenly something shot out from the right to the left resembling
a rocket bursting in air. The blood circulation
was resumed and normal condition restored. I then asked Vasudev Sastri to move
along with me and we reached our residence.”
“The Upanishads say that 101 nadis terminate in the Heart
and 72,000 originate from them and traverse the body. The Heart is thus the
center of the body. It can be a center because we have been accustomed to think
that we remain in the body. In fact the body and all else are in that center
only.”
Final conclusion:-
I fully agree with Swami
Vivekananda who said: - “You have to grow from the inside out. None can teach
you, none can make you spiritual. There is no other teacher but your own soul.”
There is no
doubts Sri, Ramana Maharishi is spiritual icon of the seeking world whose
teachings are valuable to the seeking world but seeker has to dig deeper
without getting immersed in glorifying the form and name of the great sage and
move forward to the inner realm indicated by the great sage. Until one overcomes the sentimentality and
indulges in his own self search it is impossible to realize the ultimate truth
or Brahman.
Buddha
said --There
are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: not going all the way... and not starting
I fully agree with BUDDHA
who is right in saying: - Believe nothing just because a so-called wise person said it.
Believe nothing just because a belief is generally held. Believe nothing just
because it is said in ancient books. Believe nothing just because it is said to
be of divine origin. Believe nothing just because someone else believes it.
Believe only what you yourself test and judge to be true.
Who am I? Inquiry yields only half- truth, because it inquires
only into the physical structure and leaves the other half , without it the
truth of the whole illusion will not be revealed.
An intense desire for truth -realization is itself the way to
it. The Lord is The Self in Advaita. Therefore one need not accept anything
other than the self, which is consciousness. Thus consciousness alone is
ultimate truth or Brahman that is free from falsehood.
The tradition or religious based Advaita is nothing to do with
pursuit of truth. Thus orthodoxy has to be discarded if one is seeking Brahman
or ultimate truth.
Kabir views humanity as being caught up in illusion, searching for Ultimate Reality
in all the wrong places, always seeking It outside of ourselves in various
rituals, temples, forests and mountaintops, not realizing That for which we
seek is already hidden within us.
Sri, Sankara himself has warned us not to use ambiguous words, and
to practice semantic analysis in his book "Definition of one's own Self.
[" Page 199, v.24 of "Sankara's
Selected Works]
Sri, Sankara founded his Advaita
Vedanta either on reason independent of sruti or on sruti confirmed by
reason." Sri, Sankara's commentary on the Mandukya Upanishad,
II, 1: This [the unreality of duality] is borne out by the Srutis
... But it is possible also to show the unreality of the object world even from
pure reasoning, and this second chapter is undertaken for that purpose.
Sri, Sankara himself had often said that his philosophy was based on Sruti,
or revealed scripture. This may be because Sri, Sankara addressed the
ordinary man, who finds security in the idea of causality and thus in the idea
of God—and Revelation is indispensable to prove the latter. He believed
that those of superior intelligence, have no need of this idea of divine
causality, and can therefore dispense with Sruti and arrive at the
truth of Non-Dualism by pure reason.
Nonduality does not need the support
of any Scripture or Revelation like the Veda. For it is based, not upon the
varying theological fancies, which are as numerous as the sands of the sea, but
upon reason, the common heritage of all mankind, irrespective of colour or
creed or clime.
Sri, Sankara rightly indicated in Bhaja Govindam says: - [Jnana Viheena Sarva Mathena Bajathi na Muktim janma Shatena]
- one without knowledge does not obtain liberation
even in a hundred births, no matter which religious faith he follows.
Sri, Sankara indicated in
Aparoksh Anuboothi 88 :- When the whole
universe, movable and immovable, is known to be Atman, and thus the existence
of everything else is negated, where is then any room to say that the body is
Atman.
Sri, Sankara rightly indicated 63.
[VC]:- Without
causing the objective universe to vanish and without knowing the truth of the
Self, how is one to achieve Liberation by the mere utterance of the word
Brahman? — It would result merely in an effort of speech.
Gaudapada says: - the merciful Veda teaches karma and upaasana to people of lower
and middling intellect, while jnana is taught to those of higher intellect.
Gaudapada’s rational
exposition of Advaita: - that whatever is seen,
whether external or internal, whether by the ordinary persons or yogis, is
unreal.
It is clearly indicated in Panchadashi
: - The
Atman is the witness-consciousness that experiences the action, the actor, and
the world of separate things. It is like a light that illuminates everything in
a theatre, revealing the master of ceremonies, the guests, and the dancers with
complete impartiality. Even when they all depart, the light shines to reveal
their absence.
Upanishads are right in indicating
that:-
SARVAM KHALVIDAM BRAHMA - all this (universe) is
verily Brahman. By following back all of the relative appearances in the world,
we eventually return to that from which it is all manifest – the non-dual
reality [Chandogya Upanishad].
This Ataman cannot be attained by the study of the
Vedas, or by intelligence, or by much hearing of sacred books. It is attained by him alone whom
It chooses. To such a one Ataman reveals Its own form. [Katha Upanishad Ch-II -23-P-20]
Mundaka Upanishad :-
This Ataman cannot be attained
through study of the Vedas, nor through intelligence, nor through much
learning. He who chooses Ataman—by him alone is Ataman attained. It is Ataman
that reveals to the seeker Its true nature. [ 3
–page-70 Mundaka Upanishad Upanishads by Nikilanada]
The scriptures indicate that Ataman
is Brahman, and Brahman is ultimate truth. Therefore the soul, which is in the
form of consciousness, is ultimate truth. Thus to realize the ultimate
truth is the prime goal. A well-directed inquiry, analysis and
reasoning will lead one to his nondual destination.
Self-Realization is direct
realization of the ultimate truth or real god, in contrast with traditional
paths, which are indirect. And the other paths cannot lead to the ultimate
destination because they are based on the false self, which they hold as real
self and false experience as reality.
Until and unless one overcomes
physical shackle it is impossible to understand and assimilate the nondual
truth, which is beyond the physical existence or the universe. Consciousness itself is lord of itself though
not of the universe. And having nothing it has all.
Gaudapada quotes from the Upanishads: "There's no plurality here"; "The Lord [Atman]
through his powers appears to be many"; "those who are attached to
creation or production or origination go to utter darkness"; "the
unborn is never reborn, for who can produce him [Atman]?”
Scientific inventions say:-
Why You Are Not
Your Brain, and Other Lessons from the Biology of Consciousness.
By :AlvaNoë. Hill and Wang, 2009
Alva No, a University of California, Berkeley, philosopher and cognitive
scientist, argues that after decades of concerted effort on the part of
neuroscientists, psychologists and philosophers "only one proposition
about how the brain makes us conscious ... has emerged unchallenged: we don't
have a clue." The reason we have been unable to explain the neural basis
of consciousness, he says, is that it does not take place in the brain.
Consciousness is not something that happens inside us but something we achieve
it is more like dancing than it is like the digestive process. To understand
consciousness the fact that we think and feel and that a world shows up for us
we need to look at a larger system of which the brain is only one element.
Consciousness requires the joint operation of brain, body and world. "You
are not your brain. The brain, rather, is part of what you are."
If the brain [body] is not the self then what is self? Therefore, there is a
need to understand and assimilate the knowledge of the self through deeper
inquiry, analysis and reasoning in order to unfold the mystery of the ‘I’.
One cannot know the truth until one knows the stuff from which the mind is
created. The goal of pursuit of truth is to realize the fact that, the true
self is not physical but it is the formless soul/ spirit/consciousness.
When one puts
aside the imagination and has the thinker-- what does he get with thinking—he
can get only a thoughts. Meditation is only an effort; it is imagination, an
idea; the soul/consciousness remaining the same with or without ideas.
Some people got
their opinion and understanding of “WHO AM “I’ but it is time to verify their
opinion and intellectual understanding. It
is only who base on ‘I’ or ‘I AM’ as self, argue and quarrel amongst
themselves. The people who are fully aware of the fact that, the form, time and
space are mere mirage created out of consciousness have no reason to quarrel,
because for them everything is consciousness and no second thing exist other
than consciousness.
No teaching scriptures are needed other than verifying “What is Mind?”
and “What is the substance of the Mind?” and “What is the source of the mind?”, in order to realize the mind and its
substance and its source are one in essence and that essence is formless
consciousness, which is the innermost self.